tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34772580511370995312024-03-13T04:48:38.759-07:00The Jani Smyth SyndromeThe Jani Smyth Syndrome is a condition that normally comes over me when I’m too paranoid to catch a cat nap on the train because Mr. Killer is way too close for comfort…or my minds racings.
Maybe you’ve suffered it too, in class when you really want to be home sleeping, or on a date with some lame, or high up in the doctor’s chair, do do do and all of a sudden you start to wonder the most strangest things…or not so strange…Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-51135200866981509602010-07-03T19:58:00.000-07:002010-07-03T21:37:34.848-07:00Update!!!!<div><div><div align="center">Okay, so its been forever, heres a picture update of a few things that was going on.<br /></div><div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDADPdY4OFI/AAAAAAAAAJA/3oy_mnYb3uI/s1600/IMG_0872.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891509886531666" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDADPdY4OFI/AAAAAAAAAJA/3oy_mnYb3uI/s400/IMG_0872.JPG" border="0" /></a> Overrall being 24 doesnt suck as bad i thought, happy birtday jan!<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC85Lnz1I/AAAAAAAAAI4/FNmciHbkdTY/s1600/IMG_0737.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891190929608530" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC85Lnz1I/AAAAAAAAAI4/FNmciHbkdTY/s400/IMG_0737.JPG" border="0" /></a> but before my birday, there was Jaiden (i middle named him John :)<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489893999406317090" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAFgXkpfiI/AAAAAAAAAJo/0eqCvGoKp4g/s400/IMG_0289.JPG" border="0" /><br />Miami here we come!</div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489894569016191330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGBhiOaWI/AAAAAAAAAJw/1QM-BebZJU8/s400/IMG_0294.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489893975324829698" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 402px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAFe93LKAI/AAAAAAAAAJQ/Bx8PN1RUlzA/s400/IMG_0244.JPG" border="0" /><br />yes my nose was bleeding lol<br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489893990004489458" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAFf0jE_PI/AAAAAAAAAJg/GfvluAxfv8A/s400/IMG_0276.JPG" border="0" />Kim Kardashian was there too! love her!</div><div> </div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489893965086307362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAFeXuHtCI/AAAAAAAAAJI/7KzGyohtL08/s400/IMG_0237.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489893980746420786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAFfSDyEjI/AAAAAAAAAJY/Bqn_svChQlI/s400/IMG_0271.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br />the man of the hour, Mr. bounch a quarter off that ass, Wade!<br />Good times at that game. We won over the Sixer (iverson didnt play) and traffic home only took 2 hours! gotta love Miami traffic....no.</div><div> </div><div><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC7ygTWUI/AAAAAAAAAIo/DCndAWskx1o/s1600/IMG_1015.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891171957430594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC7ygTWUI/AAAAAAAAAIo/DCndAWskx1o/s400/IMG_1015.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Big Rick did this!!</div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891155816786354" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC62YEqbI/AAAAAAAAAIY/E7xcbjseq5g/s400/IMG_0976.JPG" border="0" />Rayanna had a "Welcome to CeCe's!!" birthday</div><div> </div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891183585753778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC8d0terI/AAAAAAAAAIw/ht4gx1wVwy0/s400/IMG_0975.JPG" border="0" /> <div>Jaiden got bigger</div><div><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489894581013083506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGCOOgdXI/AAAAAAAAAJ4/T21tt908pjU/s400/IMG_0542.JPG" border="0" /><br />and back downtown we go, this time at night "i love the nightlife, love to boggie!"<br /><br /></div><div>Alicia!<br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489894581591440882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGCQYZffI/AAAAAAAAAKA/Rmzs2TarNEg/s400/IMG_0333.JPG" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489894593118815282" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGC7UvRDI/AAAAAAAAAKI/f1X_s9aDWo4/s400/IMG_0386.JPG" border="0" />live preforms her ass off!<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489895087507921938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGftESXBI/AAAAAAAAAKw/l6kNdTbey5g/s400/IMG_0454.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489895072413449154" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGe01e-8I/AAAAAAAAAKg/U1_pLk63yIE/s400/IMG_0454.JPG" border="0" /><br />sounds so good!<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489895061959660962" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGeN5G1aI/AAAAAAAAAKY/EdtGAHaFmKs/s400/IMG_0441.JPG" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489895076464938482" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGfD7bzfI/AAAAAAAAAKo/oHBPC61gWDE/s400/IMG_0468.JPG" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489894601852523586" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAGDb3BFEI/AAAAAAAAAKQ/AjU49JPITqY/s400/IMG_0423.JPG" border="0" /></div><div align="center">The graphics, lighting, all excellent. Great show!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">The nieces<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC7evtWdI/AAAAAAAAAIg/xsFHy3Z_Uew/s1600/IMG_1045.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489891166653340114" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAC7evtWdI/AAAAAAAAAIg/xsFHy3Z_Uew/s400/IMG_1045.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Renea's bday dinner<br /><div><div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489890119292946226" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB-hBiBzI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/t4dFTdQAffI/s400/IMG_1048.JPG" border="0" /> I know, i see him too, and hes much more potent with the cutiness in person<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489890107143978290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB9zw_fTI/AAAAAAAAAIA/N-VEVgK9YbA/s400/IMG_1059.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB-Xiei_I/AAAAAAAAAII/2e1d3BxaQFc/s1600/IMG_1061.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489890116746775538" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB-Xiei_I/AAAAAAAAAII/2e1d3BxaQFc/s400/IMG_1061.JPG" border="0" /></a> shanna sure showed me what beatiful in yellow meant!<br /><br /><div><br />I brought my whole hood with me!<br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489890098559932434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB9TyZWBI/AAAAAAAAAH4/eEJaXdtLQC4/s400/IMG_1071.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB9C_WOgI/AAAAAAAAAHw/qQJT6PUXVw4/s1600/IMG_1072.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489890094050851330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAB9C_WOgI/AAAAAAAAAHw/qQJT6PUXVw4/s400/IMG_1072.JPG" border="0" /></a> out of towners came for a visit<br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA-REykdI/AAAAAAAAAHo/HPg6CbczbuQ/s1600/IMG_1075.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489889015500018130" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA-REykdI/AAAAAAAAAHo/HPg6CbczbuQ/s400/IMG_1075.JPG" border="0" /></a> beach first, ask questions last<br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA9wzxNlI/AAAAAAAAAHg/w_fSjG7cmcg/s1600/IMG_1086.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489889006838691410" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA9wzxNlI/AAAAAAAAAHg/w_fSjG7cmcg/s400/IMG_1086.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA9CTF2rI/AAAAAAAAAHY/w1Uf4O4oltU/s1600/IMG_1080.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489888994353601202" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA9CTF2rI/AAAAAAAAAHY/w1Uf4O4oltU/s400/IMG_1080.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />the water was tooo good! no big run for your lives fish in the water ether. Whew!<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA8vGDpFI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/_SCenKrEoIM/s1600/IMG_1088.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489888989198656594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA8vGDpFI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/_SCenKrEoIM/s400/IMG_1088.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Sandcastle crashing<br /><br />Then some Church! Maddy and Jai took the holy plunge<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA8FIu-zI/AAAAAAAAAHI/lFc5vEwhHwc/s1600/IMG_1092.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489888977935596338" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TDAA8FIu-zI/AAAAAAAAAHI/lFc5vEwhHwc/s400/IMG_1092.JPG" border="0" /></a> jai was outside by then<br /><div><div><div><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-l0jJgII/AAAAAAAAAGo/LamXTMgwZUo/s1600/IMG_1017.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489886396502605954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-l0jJgII/AAAAAAAAAGo/LamXTMgwZUo/s400/IMG_1017.JPG" border="0" /></a> Rayanna took the phot with my baby canon, good job kid!<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-laW4HLI/AAAAAAAAAGg/gVOKBFm1vqc/s1600/IMG_1152.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489886389471812786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-laW4HLI/AAAAAAAAAGg/gVOKBFm1vqc/s400/IMG_1152.JPG" border="0" /></a>dancing dancing dancing!!<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-kPX50mI/AAAAAAAAAGY/dyvnkzGipcE/s1600/IMG_1136.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489886369343459938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-kPX50mI/AAAAAAAAAGY/dyvnkzGipcE/s400/IMG_1136.JPG" border="0" /></a> rooftop parking for free!<br /><br /></div><br /><div><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-j2E7V1I/AAAAAAAAAGQ/nbT-IxgQQuA/s1600/IMG_1137.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489886362552981330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-j2E7V1I/AAAAAAAAAGQ/nbT-IxgQQuA/s400/IMG_1137.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-jHS67uI/AAAAAAAAAGI/Seo77yl1mdM/s1600/IMG_1130.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489886349995208418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC_-jHS67uI/AAAAAAAAAGI/Seo77yl1mdM/s400/IMG_1130.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />took meme to wet willies and the slushy drinks are for real strong.<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489887906925539634" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC__9vUCcTI/AAAAAAAAAHA/LkAeSbfIR8U/s400/IMG_1116.JPG" border="0" /> Check out this girl!<br /><br />yii dem big eh!!<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489887889627791922" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC__8u37wjI/AAAAAAAAAGw/nBL6ZYRNXRw/s400/IMG_1123.JPG" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489887894522794114" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/TC__9BG_kII/AAAAAAAAAG4/r4icjt4vu50/s400/IMG_1117.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-30454329056490858182009-11-17T20:13:00.000-08:002009-11-17T20:19:35.830-08:00and more<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1ki3I3-I/AAAAAAAAAGA/4gaWnZHdIDk/s1600/IMG_4867.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405293248468541410" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1ki3I3-I/AAAAAAAAAGA/4gaWnZHdIDk/s400/IMG_4867.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1kNg-frI/AAAAAAAAAF4/GNdwY3riUWk/s1600/IMG_4848.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405293242738441906" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1kNg-frI/AAAAAAAAAF4/GNdwY3riUWk/s400/IMG_4848.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1j7PCjtI/AAAAAAAAAFw/jihIexGbE9Y/s1600/IMG_4879.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405293237831372498" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1j7PCjtI/AAAAAAAAAFw/jihIexGbE9Y/s400/IMG_4879.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1jhLJyyI/AAAAAAAAAFo/QqcmMzllTDE/s1600/IMG_4866.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405293230835747618" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1jhLJyyI/AAAAAAAAAFo/QqcmMzllTDE/s400/IMG_4866.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1jdsYoYI/AAAAAAAAAFg/IFO4JqXaZJc/s1600/IMG_0675.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405293229901390210" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwN1jdsYoYI/AAAAAAAAAFg/IFO4JqXaZJc/s400/IMG_0675.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-69898860273085850962009-11-17T20:00:00.000-08:002009-11-17T20:06:02.701-08:00More Shower Power<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyDan5CbI/AAAAAAAAAFY/LD_PDkZ4Puw/s1600/IMG_4901.JPG"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyDACZ0SI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/7H9ZavVQV2E/s1600/IMG_0674.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405289373649981730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyDACZ0SI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/7H9ZavVQV2E/s400/IMG_0674.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCwvv3JI/AAAAAAAAAFI/N97i7HsJYMA/s1600/IMG_0665.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405289369545202834" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCwvv3JI/AAAAAAAAAFI/N97i7HsJYMA/s400/IMG_0665.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />shana was over seeing<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCg3dGAI/AAAAAAAAAFA/02QpncyH5gQ/s1600/IMG_0650.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405289365282560002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCg3dGAI/AAAAAAAAAFA/02QpncyH5gQ/s400/IMG_0650.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCTOd5ZI/AAAAAAAAAE4/ynv9ex5W9zc/s1600/_MG_4918.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405289361620985234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNyCTOd5ZI/AAAAAAAAAE4/ynv9ex5W9zc/s400/_MG_4918.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />rayanna lives for the camera<br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-71120261601875381852009-11-17T19:49:00.000-08:002009-11-17T19:59:44.820-08:00More fun<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvhLuDNRI/AAAAAAAAAEw/0-yRm6SKH-o/s1600/IMG_4909.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405286593647031570" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvhLuDNRI/AAAAAAAAAEw/0-yRm6SKH-o/s400/IMG_4909.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgq9OWLI/AAAAAAAAAEo/_cCqdax9zCU/s1600/IMG_0643.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405286584852306098" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgq9OWLI/AAAAAAAAAEo/_cCqdax9zCU/s400/IMG_0643.JPG" border="0" /></a> this guy<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgehycRI/AAAAAAAAAEg/iWY0Un8VGqI/s1600/IMG_0631.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405286581516005650" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgehycRI/AAAAAAAAAEg/iWY0Un8VGqI/s400/IMG_0631.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgCEH3OI/AAAAAAAAAEY/D-jYFo8RfXw/s1600/IMG_0641.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405286573875387618" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvgCEH3OI/AAAAAAAAAEY/D-jYFo8RfXw/s400/IMG_0641.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvfxk-kEI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/kzfaqWsUac4/s1600/IMG_0628.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405286569449787458" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNvfxk-kEI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/kzfaqWsUac4/s400/IMG_0628.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-57012494803546885122009-11-17T19:46:00.000-08:002009-11-17T19:48:34.551-08:00the neices were in full cute mood, sisterly love<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNuUu6ll9I/AAAAAAAAAEI/0ntQFJFnKMs/s1600/IMG_4876.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405285280244930514" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNuUu6ll9I/AAAAAAAAAEI/0ntQFJFnKMs/s400/IMG_4876.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-75945988131008548842009-11-17T19:36:00.000-08:002009-11-17T19:44:44.406-08:00Shower Power!<div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs49sPKNI/AAAAAAAAAEA/Qr_KPgkfJKM/s1600/IMG_4900.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405283703663306962" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs49sPKNI/AAAAAAAAAEA/Qr_KPgkfJKM/s400/IMG_4900.JPG" border="0" /></a> Ty and his baby sister Maddy...who btw is teething and vex about the whole situation. can you blame here, growing teeth gotta be hard work!<br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs4gKU5CI/AAAAAAAAAD4/m2myBlQkyco/s1600/IMG_4854.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405283695736448034" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs4gKU5CI/AAAAAAAAAD4/m2myBlQkyco/s400/IMG_4854.JPG" border="0" /></a> I clean up nice<br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs4dh2saI/AAAAAAAAADw/M0aubq-JPOc/s1600/IMG_4849.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405283695029825954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs4dh2saI/AAAAAAAAADw/M0aubq-JPOc/s400/IMG_4849.JPG" border="0" /></a> speaking of pals, this here is that anthony fella, see him at his own blog, SBU<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs4NvZ8cI/AAAAAAAAADo/dZtx9FPDAFw/s1600/IMG_4868.JPG"></a>and<br />thats the beautiful pregos.<br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs3irmJ1I/AAAAAAAAADg/KggYLoeu15g/s1600/IMG_4860.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405283679232993106" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNs3irmJ1I/AAAAAAAAADg/KggYLoeu15g/s400/IMG_4860.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div><br /></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-5172900182740986292009-11-17T19:28:00.000-08:002009-11-17T19:34:49.418-08:00Wash up that mess!<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNqXkgXnaI/AAAAAAAAADY/mEDh-fs1xWI/s1600/_MG_4808.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405280930943704482" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/SwNqXkgXnaI/AAAAAAAAADY/mEDh-fs1xWI/s400/_MG_4808.JPG" border="0" /></a> I been meaning to get back into painting, its really relaxing once you can sink deep into the design, gonna work on a few projects for old time sake, my pal anthony snagged up a lil sumthin i did and had lying around, made me feel like i havent lost my touch! thanks bro!<br /><div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-38865068007922505922009-11-02T15:46:00.000-08:002009-11-02T16:01:05.135-08:00Holloween @ Downtown<div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9yHeYi_hI/AAAAAAAAADI/U3JHFRBv_Wc/s1600-h/CIMG2185.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399659950981185042" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9yHeYi_hI/AAAAAAAAADI/U3JHFRBv_Wc/s400/CIMG2185.JPG" border="0" /></a>So obviously i was a tribal princess lol</div><div align="center"><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wWlrQwvI/AAAAAAAAADA/taRpr6OlQq4/s1600-h/CIMG2196.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399658011613512434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wWlrQwvI/AAAAAAAAADA/taRpr6OlQq4/s400/CIMG2196.JPG" border="0" /></a> Crazy Packed! Every friggin where!</div><br /><div align="center"><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wC4vkA4I/AAAAAAAAAC4/CCURzCH5WsI/s1600-h/CIMG2188.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399657673134441346" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wC4vkA4I/AAAAAAAAAC4/CCURzCH5WsI/s400/CIMG2188.JPG" border="0" /></a> oh my feet where killing me by this point!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCmotOYI/AAAAAAAAACw/chIJniG6Zlc/s1600-h/CIMG2180.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399657668273846658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCmotOYI/AAAAAAAAACw/chIJniG6Zlc/s400/CIMG2180.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCbcGn1I/AAAAAAAAACo/WXK4uNsNS8g/s1600-h/CIMG2167.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399657665268195154" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCbcGn1I/AAAAAAAAACo/WXK4uNsNS8g/s400/CIMG2167.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCJb8tUI/AAAAAAAAACY/ShX4YM9KWEw/s1600-h/CIMG2164.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399657660435707202" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/Su9wCJb8tUI/AAAAAAAAACY/ShX4YM9KWEw/s400/CIMG2164.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />All and all a good time, felt a slight bit out of my element since i've never dressed up but it turned out great, i got to dance and have a good time, the crew was chill and although we witnessed a few fights no drama came our way.<br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div><br /></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-52153441702642407842009-10-20T15:48:00.001-07:002009-10-20T16:46:26.879-07:00hold of self<div align="justify"><span style="color:#00cccc;">I’m a imperfect person, I’ll be the first to admit that. But sometimes I’ll make one of those mistakes that remind me of the skinny 9 year old girl with the 5 ton bookbag taking a slow 20 minute walk home from school I use to be. Oh I remember those days well, it seemed like every other minute I was making a mistake, skipping in between my fairytales and my reality, the real and the surreal. But I was just a kid then and that’s excusable and all those mistakes didn’t weigh my chest down with regret. I’m full on adult now, I shouldn’t make mistakes right? God knows the ones I make now always end up as some kind of disaster. Emotionally. Wreck.<br />I use to be a very angry person, tears running down my face, fist shaking angry. I couldn’t understand…anything. I suppose all teenagers go through it. I would shoot off at the mouth, I wasn’t scared of nobody because I had this super reserve anger that was sure to kick some ass, or carry me through an ass kicking. But then that anger caused me to make some big mistake one that changed me, made me bury that monster deep. Become zen. I never thought I’d see that side of myself again, but I’m making mistakes again, so many, a sure sign that I better shape up, i dont wanna blast anyone out my life, or send them running as fucked as me.</span></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-74659070584929410512009-10-15T17:49:00.000-07:002009-10-15T18:02:45.795-07:00Disney Princess on Ice!We caught the show on a friday night, this is the big reward for leaving the big city, time with the crew, the kids. Not half bad seats anyway.<br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEuu7OJJI/AAAAAAAAACI/mteNHRgCJhA/s1600-h/IMG_0582.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392995385948906642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEuu7OJJI/AAAAAAAAACI/mteNHRgCJhA/s400/IMG_0582.JPG" border="0" /></a> Cinderella!!!!</div><div align="center"><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEuKyontI/AAAAAAAAACA/KuvbaJDclVo/s1600-h/IMG_0575.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392995376249216722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEuKyontI/AAAAAAAAACA/KuvbaJDclVo/s400/IMG_0575.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />The nieces, big rick, lease and nea.<br /><div align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEt5Qq9XI/AAAAAAAAAB4/G3wGg8o_StE/s1600-h/IMG_0574.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392995371543360882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEt5Qq9XI/AAAAAAAAAB4/G3wGg8o_StE/s400/IMG_0574.JPG" border="0" /></a> Say Hi Shana!</div><div align="center">Rayanna and Maddy were there too.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEtQdJsAI/AAAAAAAAABw/WNToiP0XSxE/s1600-h/IMG_0570.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392995360589852674" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfEtQdJsAI/AAAAAAAAABw/WNToiP0XSxE/s400/IMG_0570.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />Lots of fun, my cam battery died! But then it was the memories that sticks the most.<br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /></div></div></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-31034690681595100072009-10-15T17:30:00.000-07:002009-10-15T17:47:38.389-07:00Things will work out somehow<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfB-RV_NPI/AAAAAAAAABo/UTcu632-ZBQ/s1600-h/beach+010.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5392992354351133938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfB-RV_NPI/AAAAAAAAABo/UTcu632-ZBQ/s400/beach+010.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="justify"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_K1vGp0djalA/StfBxDHxNWI/AAAAAAAAABg/gLAi1W4kxJU/s1600-h/beach+001.jpg"></a><span style="font-family:arial;">The storm is coming I can feel the wind. Quiet voices whispering again and again. A premonition of much more. Are you prepared for it. I can sit here wondering how I’m gonna manage this. I can wonder if I’m going to need another to comfort me. I can deny it’s onslaught or even just try to sit still, hoping in vain it will pass. But I’ve never been that girl. I’m forever being tested, so hesitant to get it tatted “Things will work out somehow” How much of that phrase do I really believe. It seems this life is guaranteed to prove me wrong and I am at constant battle on what to accept.<br />I’m not a storm fighter, but I can’t just ignore this.</span></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-72658212327434026052009-10-06T14:22:00.001-07:002009-10-06T14:34:49.907-07:00Worry about who?I should probably take better care of myself. I mean honestly I’m the worst, so when the doctor tell me this is wrong with you, course it's scary but really....i had it coming. Its moments like this when i wish i'd talked myself into financing that G35 instead of playing it safe with my second hand Honda, course it all makes sense now when i'm forking over all this rent money but still. if i'm doomed i'd rather go out Tokyo Drift style! Okay enough with the ominous talk, actions speak better than words. Its not too late after all I’m still something like a young girl I can work it out. Hopefully, God willing!! I just have to buckle down and do it, no ones gonna take care of me, only I can do that, and do it the best way, people are busy they don’t got time for my shit! Hell, I don’t got time for my shit, but wait what am I doing…worrying about other people’s shit I guess. I’ll make some time. Then DR here I come, and g37, maybe, maybe.Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-86860803965048307982009-09-26T16:19:00.001-07:002009-09-26T16:47:36.844-07:00What a year! A move, new job, heartbreak, new friends, family, all the good shit! Def new experiences all around, living on my own, scary but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">soooooooo</span> good now! Its the ultimate feelings of freedom. Too much indecision though, driving 30 minutes in the rain crying over Alice in wonderland, going insane, not enough artwork, or photos, not enough <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">writing</span>. Too much working! Seems like <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">im</span> always working which is crazy cause i do the regular 40 hours....sometimes 45...still. What else, miss my friends, love my family, family these people are crazy, mom gonna get better soon, i cant wait....i have no fingernails left. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Auntie</span> of the year, all these kids around me so innocent, they <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">dont</span> know how hard its going to get. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Pre</span> teen nephew got the growing pains, hes an independent thinker, we hang out. Much better with the books, once your out from the limelight and trust me, i am, you manage to say NO to a lot of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">pricey</span> items, buy a new sheets instead, 400 tread count. All the bills are on time and Thank God! things <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">didnt</span> pan out with the boyfriend, but, spilled milk <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">philosophy</span> will have to apply, i really cant deal with the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">anxiety</span>. but seriously i suck! i suck at relationships, i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">dont</span> know whats that all about, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">im</span> a hard pill to swallow i guess. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">i'll</span> get it right one day, until then....so what now, school? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">yupe</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">i'm</span> back on my bully <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">ish</span>. very hype! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">im</span> here long enough to be a resident so no out of state fees for me. And then...well... no "and then" <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">thats</span> all i got, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">dont</span> plan too far ahead. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">dont</span> rush the moment and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">dont</span>, stop, believing!!.. streets lights, people!!! yes i miss <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">nyc</span>. but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">i'm</span> already home so.....<br />to come very <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">interesting</span> stuff, me thinks.Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3477258051137099531.post-55125727408068401952008-08-10T07:59:00.000-07:002008-08-10T08:17:09.101-07:00You should know<div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffff99;">The <span style="color:#ffcccc;">Jani Smyth Syndrome</span> is a condition that normally comes over me when I’m too paranoid to catch a cat nap on the train because Mr. Killer is way too close for comfort…or my minds racings.<br />Maybe you’ve suffered it too, in class when you really want to be home sleeping, or on a date with some lame, or high up in the doctor’s chair, do do do and all of a sudden you start to wonder the most strangest things…or not so strange…</span></div>Janniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15566591620408048695noreply@blogger.com0